weekend recap

so....lets start with friday....best damn day of the week. left work early (it was either that or quit) ran some errands which included buying myself something to feel better about hating my job

totes amazeballs dooney i got on sale (and will return this week because i only bought it because i am so unhappy with my job right now. seriously want a change.) #muststopspending$fornoreason
so now i am sad again....maybe SHOES would do it. #ineedhelp

fri night: rented silver linings playbook...WTH? that movie sucked. then i rented guilt trip...that movie double SUCKED! totally pissed at my movie selections this weekend. grrrrr 4hrs of my life i will never get back.

on a lighter note, one of my blog crushes, hubby-jack started following me on instagram. i am so famous now.....i had to confess that i only follow him to stalk his wifee big holly tho...i love me a big booty ho. jk hol

12-7pm sunday was spent getting my hur did. say what? thats right....FO EV A seriously tho. OMG, here is the aerial view...or Ariel view (its kinda mermaid red)

cant decide if it stays.....shit needs a conditioning treatment FO SHO THO.

o! and i learned what MILF means this weekend.....wish i hadn't....what makes it even worse is that i asked my 15 yr old son what it meant..... #awkward

pretty sure i need help

i totes suck at this blog thing.....thinking i need holly's hottie hubby-jack to teach this womens a thang or 3 about the big ole blog world. i dont know what 1/2 these buttons do and i am feeling less than articulate and creative....o well.maybe i will get better.

i suck at this.

that is all. i am a terrible blogger....thought i would get good at it before i announced to my friends and family (aka the haters) that i was blogging....o well. i need to practice. maybe i need to read skinnymeg's blog more or mama laughlin:) those chicks r so cute! and have such encouraging friends. wow. that must be nice.
laters.

hackers, runners and smart tea bags.

i hate this blog. its incompleteness glares at me. nobody even knows i blog (wth?) the fact that i can't seem to give anything i do my full attention makes me crazy. i am stretched far too thin. (can anybody say mid-life crisis?)

every once in a while the Lord uses weird things to make me chill. #teabagtag

well....ill try....i guess....maybe. doubt it....

just a bad PMS week in general....i hate everyone and everything....cant seem to get used to my new $150 runners, grrrrrrrr.....so MAD at Asics for updating (and therefore ruining) my gel-kayano17's with 19's
RIP

they have far too many miles now:( not sure what i am going to do about this little dilema. #pissed #verypissed
and then there was the whole "your email has been hacked and is sending out SPAM thing"....for the love! why why why???? who are these "hackers"? real people even? or programs designed by nerds and purchased by jerk companies to get their shitty stuff all in your inbox?

this is all facebook is good for anymore. that and looking to see who is fat now from high school. #notproudof that #wishiwaskidding

i feel like grumpy cat today

tuesdays are yuck....i wanna be home with this sweet baby:

the end

why am i bothering with this blog?

i havent posted anything since january....and to tell the truth, i had not planned on posting anything ever again.  i dont have time to blog. or do anything i really want to do actually. you know, those things you think you would do if your life were just what you want it to be. i wonder if i would actually do them if all conditions were perfect....lets see.....

if i didnt have to work every day i would:

do my workout in the mornings (prob not)

volunteer more (prob not)

be nicer (doubt it)

have a cleaner house, car, etc.... (yeah, prob) OCD much?

more sex (hubs thinks that is doubtful) actually said BS 

garden (ha)

raise livestock to be self-sustainable (dreaming)

hmmm....i need to ponder this quit my job thing a little longer. maybe im just not ready yet. if i didnt work then i wouldnt have an excuse.

but.....i did have a nice weekend...aside from scrubbing poop off toilets and the like, BUT at least i didn't have to put this outfit on:

the hubs did a little work on the pool liner (please no more rain)! while the baby (aka darcy the spoiled malti-poo) watched. 

AND i caught sixteen candles on some random channel. i love that movie!!! 

laters